Showing posts with label Day 13. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Day 13. Show all posts

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Need for validation

Today my meditation turned my thoughts to validation. The external kind. I realized how transient and fleeting this validation is. Meditation has profoundly shifted my old need for this validation. Meditation has shown me that if I can be happy alone first and foremost, I can be happy in any circumstances. My "watching" has revealed many hidden and discarded aspect of myself. I have had to confront the ugly, the bad, and the flat out scary parts of myself. I think why more people don't meditate consistently is the fear of confrontation. I think sometimes we're running around afraid that our ugliness or smallness will show. Now for a poem....

To see
What may be.
To free
What I see.
In my mind.